Some years ago I was fishing around the 'net and came across a story that I found deeply, erotically disturbing as it was the realization of some of my deepest darkest fantasies.

First, I should explain that removal of the penis, by any of a wide variety of means, is my basic long-held kink. Second, my orientation is strongly heterosexual so all the fantasies involve a woman doing it. Third, it's an erotic fantasy; the penis under threat knows this is its deepest hottest fantasy, in spite of its imminent doom - so it's aroused - fully erect in anticipation of this ultimate act of cock abuse.

The story was deep in a document investigating atrocities during the Serbian conflict (see http://www.ess.uwe.ac.uk/comexpert/IV_E-V.htm ).

A lot of terrible stuff went down then, primarily rapes as a regular event, and torture and murder. There is a short section on sexual abuse and mutilation of men, a far less frequent event. But there I came across the following:

"Another incident related in an interview involved prisoners lined up naked while Serb women from outside undressed in front of the male prisoners. If any prisoner had an erection, his penis was cut off. The witness saw a named Serb woman thus ******** a prisoner."

This story sends a shock of arousal through me every time I read it - having just about all the elements of my darkest fantasies: the woman's attention to the man's penis; the deliberate effort to arouse him to erection, and her watching closely as his penis, untouched, involuntarily rises with each beat of his heart, to full erection. All this, carefully planned in advance. And then, she approaches him with a knife (or other tool? not specified), grasps his erection firmly with one hand, and deliberately cuts off his erect penis with the other.

I wrote up a 2nd-person version of the story in Eunuch Archives, titled Bosnian **********. You can also search for it under my handle, Finder.

I would like to hear from others who find this story arousing ... as well as shocking and disturbing.

Was thinking of writing a new version from the woman's point of view. Somewhere in Bonsia / Serbia is a woman perhaps with the dame deep dark fantasy - who will remember, for the rest of her days, actually doing it - cutting off an erect penis.

- Finder